Thursday, November 8, 2007

My Brain Won't Let me Sleep!!!!

I hate this head of mine sometimes.

I get home from work about 2am, I lay down, and I start writing music in my brain and can't sleep.

I get up and play on the internet for awhile and write a post or a comment or two, then I go lay down and my brain starts contemplating the universe or I start thinking about robotics circuitry or some crazy shit.

I get up and finish writing a tip calculator program for work. I lay back down and I got spreadsheets in my brain for an hour.

I get back up, smoke a cigarette (which is what I DON'T wanna do) and start writing again. This happens to me EVERY FREAKING NIGHT! When will this be over? Suicide is not an option. Drinking warm milk doesn't help. Drugs do nothing but make it worse. It's hard to meditate when your freezing your ass off and your brain won't stop spiraling thoughts in and out of the front of your mind. What the hell am I supposed to do?

My wifes sleeping AND she's on her period.

The cat jumps on me just as I'm about to fall asleep.

At 7am when my brain is finally tired of doing it's spiraling thingy the neighbors have their co-workers honking their horns at them to get out of the house so they can get a ride to work! ACK!!

I need to start playing HALO or something. A good old fashioned slaughterfest might do me some good!

Or maybe I should get a job where I actually have to work hard and get tired?

Naaaa screw that! That's what I DON'T wanna do.

I'll just keep writing until I fall asleep on the keybfklf..jhk

2 comments:

SpiralButterfly said...

Hey, I feel your pain. I am a fellow insomniac. It sucks, don't it? Hope you get some sleep soon. Don't worry, though. I've never heard of anyone dying of insomnia...yet. :p

Anna said...

Wow your mind is like an energizer bunny, just going and going. It happens to me sometimes, when I have great ideas, but then I get interrupted from my husband saying it is time to sleep now - I guess he can hear me talking in my head, lol. Anna :) All I can suggest, forget everything and relax, but then every person is different. Give a try, and btw thanks for visiting my blog and commenting it is appreciated. I wasn't sure which of your blogs to visit, you seem to have many, but I think I like this one.

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